I wish I could look at you and feel nothing at all. I wish the feelings could just go away. But they won’t. It hard to explain but even though I’m “over it” I’m not “over you”. I still think you’re just as wonderful as I always did and it hurts. I don’t want to get butterflies when I look at you but I still do. I was doing so good too. I hadn’t even thought about you for a couple months. But I keep seeing you in the halls and it just makes me remember everything. I wish I could take it all back, erase it, and start over again but I can’t. I guess I’ll always have feelings for you and thats something I’m still trying to learn to deal with. It’s just hard.